I’ve been doing the 18 Day program for years, but this past 18 Days has flipped my world upside down. I've been feeling a shift in my body, like something's changing deep within. Riding the wave of positivity, I hit a roadblock – I realized I hadn't set the foundation to support the changes I was experiencing.
Caught in old routines, I ignored the subtle nudges from my higher self. I was stuck in a loop, not fully embracing the practices that Mas teaches. My new self was getting buried beneath old habits, and my actions weren't syncing with my true desires.
Today was a wake-up call, and it's a blessing in disguise. I see now – I never truly committed to myself. I never embraced those teachings fully. Instead, I clung to bad habits, hoping things would magically change on their own.
I lost sight of staying present, allowing old patterns to resurface and disrupt the progress I'd made. But this experience is a pivotal lesson. If only I'd faced my challenges head-on sooner, I could've avoided this setback.
The truth is, I need to commit to myself. No more chasing external fixes. Real change comes from within – from the small shifts, the habits I've neglected, the things I've been avoiding.
I've had inklings of this realization before, but today it hit me like a ton of bricks. Putting these thoughts on paper makes it clearer. I've been pretending everything's fine, blaming others when things don't go as planned. I've been avoiding self-reflection, damaging my relationships along the way.
I've also come to terms with my lack of integrity. I've been putting on a facade, presenting a version of myself that doesn't align with my true values. There's a gap between who I want to be and who I've shown the world. It's time to close that gap.
This week, especially today, is a breakthrough moment. Writing this has opened my eyes. I've used teachings as a facade, fooling myself into thinking I was doing the work. But my efforts weren't enough to match the changes I crave.
Waking up today, I felt a pang of FOMO – others are reaching higher levels while I lag behind. Then it hit me – I have to put in the work. I need to establish a solid framework, develop habits that support my growth.
So, it's time to roll up my sleeves and dive in. I owe a shout-out to Mas and his team – this journey has been eye-opening. The past 18 Days have been intense, the frequencies mind-blowing. Experiencing the spaces Mas creates fuels my motivation to put in the work and sustain those changes.
In a nutshell, I've learned that commitment starts with myself. I can't just talk the talk; I need to walk the walk. It's about aligning actions with intentions, embracing change from within. This awakening isn't fleeting – it's a lifelong transformation that's taking root.
So here's to self-discovery, to letting go of old patterns, and to committing to a future that's authentically mine. It's a journey of embracing change, and I'm all in.