This week, we’re sharing a letter showcasing an XIers insightful journey of self-discovery, confronting ego, and embracing integrity. This letter highlights the importance of full engagement and authenticity on the path to self-actualization and the transformative power of genuine commitment.
Dear Fellow XIers,
I’m reaching out to share my personal journey of self-discovery, hoping that my experiences can shine a light on your path, helping you avoid the detours I unwittingly embarked upon.
In the depths of my XI journey, I stumbled upon a pivotal revelation – a face-off with my own complacency, integrity… and ego. Deeply ingrained in the XI world for years, I had begun to view our foundational or “essential” practices as trivial, suitable only for beginners and not for someone as 'seasoned' as I had believed myself to be. Spatial referencing, a fundamental pillar of XI, became something I nonchalantly dismissed, arrogantly assuming, “That’s for the rookies.”
And the morning “essential” meditations (now called Self-Healing but that’s another story), in my misguided perception, these sessions were basic – vital for newcomers but seemingly irrelevant for an ‘experienced’ XI practitioner like me. “I’m way past that stage,” I would think to myself as I sipped my keto coffee and scrolled through Mas quotes on Instagram. But in truth, by ignoring these fundamentals, I was not bypassing old patterns; rather, I was fortifying them, nurturing an ego under the guise of advancement.
The moment of truth regarding my integrity was a sobering confrontation with reality. It dawned on me that the persona I projected and the way I engaged with the world were steeped in more illusion than I had ever admitted. There was a glaring, and frankly embarrassing, mismatch between the 'wise sage' I believed myself to be, and the values I held dear. It was like realizing you've been singing off-key at the top of your lungs in a crowded room.
Confronting these truths led me to what I refer to as my “Extreme Makeover: XI Edition.” It's been a deep, introspective process of shedding pretenses, reconnecting with the essential XI teachings, and reconstructing my inner world from scratch. Think of it as decluttering the attic of my higher self – dusty, hard work, but oh so necessary (actually in hindsight, Mas’ Spring Cleaning meditation might have helped with this).
It's about finally facing those moments that make you cringe and choosing to write a new, more authentic story. The lesson? If you want to transform your life's movie, you’ve got to be willing to recast yourself.
This journey has also illuminated a humbling truth: transformation isn't about the price tag of our practices, be it a program that costs thousands or a free offering on YouTube. The true value lies in the frequencies and knowledge available for us to integrate, irrespective of cost. My ego had once obscured this, persuading me that my status and awakening were linked to enrolling in the most exclusive and expensive programs. Now, I see clearly that transformation is about the depth of our engagement with the teachings, not the amount spent. Each session, each teaching, no matter its origin, is a crucial piece of our collective puzzle toward growth and enlightenment.
As XIers, we must embrace these practices with the spirit of a knight charging fearlessly into battle. It’s not about flaunting our access to the highest-priced programs, but about the commitment to doing the REAL transformative work. This understanding has shifted my perspective, focusing on the essence of the wisdom imparted by Mas and XI, and how sincerely I apply it to my life. Our journey's richness springs not from exclusivity but from our dedication to living out the teachings, whether they come from grand seminars or simple, accessible sources.
I extend my heartfelt thanks to each of you for accompanying me on this challenging and enlightening journey. For engaging with me on the Zoom chat, for answering my (sometimes misguided) questions in the Facebook group, and for cheering me on during my Impact Session.
As we push forward, let's remind each other of the power and necessity of those fundamental practices. Together, we forge this path of transformation, armed with integrity, unwavering dedication, and perhaps a few missteps for good measure.
With renewed purpose and determination,
XI Warrior