Before my first Near-Death Experience, I was looking for that one equation that describes life. I was searching for the answer to how I could become my best possible self – and I was shown in the most profound way.
I was a 22 year old college student at the time and feeling really despondent about life. I was working in a warehouse job unloading rail cars and freight for Target. Within these rail cars, they had these huge moving walls that kept the product in place, they were on beams, and they slid back and forth. One day, one of the walls got stuck, so, being athletic, I just climbed up to the top and started pulling while my team members were pulling from the bottom. These walls weigh about seven or eight hundred pounds, so once it was released, it just slid across those rails. What stopped it was a ceiling member, the wall, and then my face in between. So I had my jaws crushed. I was hanging by my jaws–not by my neck, but just literally by my jaws. And I was stuck, I was trapped, and that's all I knew.
I began to feel a sense of bliss and completeness and a lot of love surrounding me. I was out of my body though I didn’t realize it at that time. I was getting to be more and more expansive and euphoric.
I felt kind of like a genie coming out of its bottle.
I started to expand through the railcar, and the next thing I know, I was looking at my physical body hanging there. Then it hit me that I was dead. I floated even further away from my physical form, and I came into a tunnel of light. It felt very familiar to me and felt like my way home.
From my understanding, there are about 13 layers in the tunnel of light, and the purpose of it is to recalibrate you to be your limitless self. I stepped into the fourth layer, and I didn’t have a life review but rather a life relive. I experienced being conceived and then going through the process of growth during the nine months in the womb, then birth, and all the way up to the point of death. I experienced or relived all aspects of my 22 or so years of life. It may have been a few seconds, maybe 15 seconds at the most. It was a space of complete understanding and awareness, and I had absolutely no regrets about anything that had happened in my life. It was very intense, expansive and euphoric all at the same time. I had complete integrity and confidence in myself, and I felt true love, not only for myself but for the entire human race. It was so grand and so fantastic- I didn't want to come back. Next, I hear this voice say to me, “You can stay here, or you can go back.”, but I was already being pushed back into physical consciousness. That's when I snapped into my body, and I felt the pain in my neck and jaw.
I don't know how long I was dangling there, but according to my teammates, it was quite a long time before they could figure out how to push open the wall. As they did, I literally just fell to the floor, crumpled up. And then the next thing I knew, I woke up in the hospital with my jaws wired shut. The time that I spent lying in the hospital with my jaws wired shut was one of the most amazing few months that I've ever experienced. Everything seemed so brilliant because I was still experiencing it from a higher version of myself. The juices that I drank (I drank a lot of juice because that's all I could take) were so tasty, with flavors that I've never experienced before. The colors that I saw in flowers or even around and in people – I had never seen that beauty before. And that was the beginning of where I could see people's potential, their complete self. After that experience, I was able to sense people and have visions of their future.
People tend to define themselves by their limitations, no matter how successful. But what if you could turn it around and see not only your limitations but also the possibilities available to you? Through this NDE, I became aware that we are only living 1% of who we really are, but there is another 99% that we can access. That magic genie is inside, and we just need to learn how to release it.
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